You want to be skinny and pretty so everyone will like you? How many people do you know with the body that you want? If you had that body you would probably be the only one. Everyone will resent you for it. You will feel awkward all the time because you won’t be able to help it when you make other people feel bad about their bodies. You want to be so pretty, but you will feel more awkward when people watch you do your makeup that they think you don’t need. You can’t humble yourself, you can only make people feel bad. With those looks and that body you still get the sweet guy’s attention, but you get everyone else’s too. You get the jerk that gives you a rush when you’re around him. You get the weirdo that you can connect with. You get the cool older guy that makes you feel mature. Even though you might have a great personality, it’s your body and your face that caught everyone’s eye. Everyone stops there. They don’t care if you’re funny or nice. You’re pretty, and they like it, so that’s all they need to know. Then they get used to seeing your face. You start showing more of your body. And they get used to that too. Eventually it starts to look normal. It doesn’t excite anyone anymore. You’re old news. You realize everyone is looking at your face so you spend more time developing your looks and less time developing your personality. You become a body with no mind. You are an object. You are shallow. You are temporary.
im so fucking excited to wake up and eat breakfast
